Thursday, March 29, 2012

Maliki said...

"katakan padaku, bagaimana keadaan dia, Maliki...." tanyaku...
Maliki tersenyum sambil menjawabku " dia baik-baik saja, jangan tanyakan dia sedang apa...tapi yang pasti saat ini dia sedang bahagia karena jatuh cinta dan senantiasa menghitung hari untuk pertemuan kalian berikutnya"...
kutanya lagi "sampai kapan hubunganku dengannya seperti ini?..."
Maliki menjawab lagi, "tentang bagaimana caranya, tidak usah kau pikirkan...fokuslah akan kehidupan pribadimu, sekolahmu dan Al Qur-anmu...dan biarkan Alam semesta yang akan bekerja untukmu"
...kata-kata Maliki membuatku merinding...dan tidak berani mengartikan lebih lanjut lagi...
jadi teringat kata-kata Paulo coelho dalam Al Chemist... jika kau benar-benar menginginkan sesuatu, maka seluruh alam semesta akan mendukungmu...
 dan seperti kata Ettah, seorang sahabat... hanya dia, sang Arjuna ireng yang membuatku bahagia... yang membuatku benar-benar menginginkan sesuatu... yaitu menginginkan dia seorang....

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

this love is my choice...

love is love...
and it's a choice...
when u love someone or something... there's reason behind ur choice, isn't it?
but when u falling in love with someone... no more reason to explain it... u just...falling in love...
unrealized...i falling in love with you...when u caressed my hair..i knew tht looking eyes... it's killing me inside...
love never wrong...
yeah, that is true...
but when i falling in love to u... people must be said
" it's wrong", not only them, but i'm sure you must be say the same ...
but i believe...nothing wrong when i falling in love to u...nothing wrong when i cry because of this love... because it's my choice to love you...
and my pray to God is you become my future,  never be a history in my life ...

Sunday, March 11, 2012

you love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not love me or not, love me or not....
God , Show me that he love me or not???

Ameen...